Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Response to ""Education: Connecting the Lonely Profession"

Article: Education: Connecting the Lonely Profession




This article alleviates one of my fears, being alone. I fear that once I become a teacher at a school, the teachers will ostracize me for no other reason than being new. I see it happen in the school that I am observing and it's not a pretty sight. They just ignore that she's there. When I see the "Lonely Teacher," I spark up some conversation and realize that her class seems to be the most enjoyable out of all of the teachers. She has many fun, new activities that the students participate in and enjoy. The other teachers could learn more from her, but instead they decide to shun her only based on the fact she is a new teacher that just started this year.

I have always feared being the "Lonely Teacher." I love discovering new things and then sharing it to anyone I can get to sit in a chair for a while. I can't imagine having no one there to express my thoughts to. Now there is no need to keep people captive in their seats; the World Wide Web does it for me. It's a new way of communicating ideas, working on projects, and building new relationships. I find it liberating that I can find interesting new ideas at a touch of a mouse rather than rummaging my local library for lost books.

In the article, "Education: Connecting the Lonely Profession," it shows an alternative to being alone, blogging.  Connecting through the blogosphere allows not only teachers to communicate their ideas, but also the students. I was impressed by the project the students did in the article. I always wanted to do a similar project where an international classroom can connect with us, but I never knew through what medium I could do it in. Now I know and in the future I can try it. This article has inspired me to read more blogs. If this type of invaluable information is out there, then I will find it. I don't want to become the "Lonely Teacher."

Monday, October 24, 2011

In The Woods: Part II

Hello Everyone! I hope you are doing well. Here is Part II of my story. Yes, there is more to come, so stay tuned. As always, be safe and have a good night. :)

           “Revenge.”
His velvety laughter surrounds my body.
“Do you really believe that you can claim revenge in the state that you are in? I love a good laugh.”
“Yes, I can.”
“A few memories cannot arm you against the powers you dare to face.”
“You know nothing.”
“I know enough to know that contrary to your opinion you will die if you face her. Your powers were buried inside you, so that you may not discover who you are. Yes, you can defeat her, but only in time. Come with me.”
“What makes you so sure I can’t defeat her now? I’m pretty sure I can.”
“Oh really, try summoning your powers.”
“Fine. Watch me.”
“Wait. I want to make this a little bit more interesting. If you successfully summon your powers, we will immediately do what you want to do: revenge, blah, blah, blah. But, if you cannot summon your powers then you must obey me and we will go to the Den where you will be trained. What do you say?”
“You’re on, oh-ye-of-little-faith.”
“Go ahead, darling.”
I move over in order to have some space to work my magic. I take a deep breath in and out, then close my eyes. I concentrate deeply on the summoning. The words said years ago resonate in my mind now. O matrem terram, caelum pater, germana ignis et frater aqua, da mihi dote. Benedic mihi potentiam tuam. Complete meum et nos unum. One is all; all is one. One is I and I am they. Blessed be.
There. I did it. He should be happy. I slowly open my eyes and see a large smirk cross his face. My stomach feels like it’s on the floor and my heartbeat is in my throat. Immediately I know. I failed.
“Well that sorts that out. We will be on our way then.”
I just can’t believe it didn’t work. It has worked in the past. Is there something wrong with me? Am I sick? Am I desensitized? Have the deities given up on me?
I think he sees how distraught I am, because a look of pity passes through his face and a chill passes through me. It was only for a second, but I know what I saw. I don’t want anyone’s pity. I’ll go to this place that he wants me to go to. I won’t like it, but I know I will succeed at gaining my powers back one way or another.
We heard the thunderous shriek of metal on metal that alerts us that the boat was arriving at port, which we both disregard.
“Well?”
“I will go.”
He gives me that smile that warms me to my core. This time I know he’s not flirting. It’s his power emanating from his body, giving off warmth when he is happy and a frosty chill when he’s sad. His eyes are now as blue as the daytime sky. He sweeps his hand before me to beckon my departure, but I stand there feet frozen on the ground. I can’t move. This is the first time I can say that I fear the unknown. I knew the people back in the forest, but these people may be completely different. The only person I would know is standing in front of me with worry in his now stormy grey eyes. I think about telling him that he shouldn’t change his eyes so freely in public, but I feel he’s doing it on purpose for my comfort, so I let it go. I inhale and exhale. I’m ready. He holds out his hand to me and I take it. He guides me off the ferry with a gentle grace. Now I walk blindly off into what the future holds for me.

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This is absolutely disgusting. I never thought I would be breaking into the Belvedere Castle with someone I haven’t seen in years. Granted we used to do this all the time, but I’m a changed girl… or at least so I thought.
We sneak into the grey stone building that wishes that it could be a real castle and not just a tourist site. Once we’re inside, I can feel it. It is very light, but it’s there. It feels as if the ground itself is pulsating. There is a hum in the air that smells of power. Goosebumps run up my arms and the hair on the back off my head stands on end. I feel as if something great is waiting to occur. It’s stifling hot.
“Are you okay?”
“Is it me or is it burning in here?”
“It’s about fifty degrees in here, so no. I really don’t think it’s hot.”
“Really? I’m dying.”
“You’re probably just nervous that’s normal. Come on. Let’s go before you lose your nerve.”
“I’m going to ignore that.”
“Right.”
We walk to a far wall in one of the rooms where a huge carpet-like tapestry fills most of the wall. It is a scene of an angel grasping a human’s arm. Beckoning the human to come with it, but the human’s lower body seems to be tangled in vines on the ground. There is a light where the fingers touch. I shiver.
“This is it.”
“This is a wall.”
“This, my dear, is a secret entrance way.”
With a quick movement of one arm, he pushes the carpet away to reveal an aged wooden door. He uses his other arm to open the door towards me. Once it opens, scents of every type fill my nose. It is hard to describe, because it keeps changing. Once I think I have figured out the scent, it changes again. I walk towards the entree way only to discover a spiraling stone staircase. The stones that it’s made of are much older than those up here. I glance at Daron and he makes a slight movement with his head to go in. I pause for a small prayer— I hope I am doing the right thing.
A light emanates from the very bottom of the stairwell, but it is so faint and far away. It’s disheartening.
“Don’t worry. You don’t have to be afraid of the dark. I’m here.”
“Yeah, right. That only scares me more.”
His laugh warms me up even further causing the heat to blind my senses for a moment. I touch the slippery, cool moss surface and find a slight relief. I lean as much of my body onto it.  
“Kat are you sure you’re okay. I can always carry you down like a prince.”
“Just shut the door and let’s go.”
“Sure, Mrs. Grinch as long as you don’t steal Christmas.”
“Haha.”
Slowly we descend the steps.


©10/24/11

Monday, October 17, 2011

Welcome Back Free-Writing

Welcome back everyone. Thanks for tuning in. :)

The next section for the story is still in the works, so I will be briefly talking about the differences between creativity in different schools I have seen. It's more of a vent if anything.

In the High School that I have observed, there is almost no creativity in the English classroom. How is this possible you ask? Simple, it is all dry lecture. They fall asleep in the class and play their iPods in a way they believe no one can see. Honestly at times, I wished I could have fallen asleep as well. I gain nothing in my observation other than advice on what position I can take a nap in without the teacher seeing me. This advice was given to me by a student.

In the High School my cousins go to in Garden City, they have a series of creative projects that stimulate their senses as well as their minds. This is not an honors class. This is the class that most students attend. This is the same High School that gave the "Hunger Games" as summer reading (if you haven't read it, you should. I absolutely love it). Amazing! They are successful in keeping the student's attention to the point no student has more than one absence. They show that they are interested in the student and take into account their interests.

Why is there such a difference between districts? Is it because of race? If one classroom is diverse and the other isn't, does it mean they don't deserve the same playful learning? Is creativity reserved for those in Long Island? I believe everyone has the right to a proper education. For me, it's not about the location; it will always be about the student. Students shouldn't be bored to tears in the classroom. They should be expressing themselves freely and learning by exploring different points of view. Something so easy as telling the students to create an ending for a story inspires them.

Shown below is an example of success. It's my cousin's paper. She is a Freshman at Garden City High School. I helped her with the mechanics, but it was developed from her creativity. I'm so proud!





Lauren Weisburg                                                                                                                   9-23-11
Mrs. Slater/Mr. Arena                                                                        The Lady or the Tiger Ending




          He turned, and with a firm and rapid step he walked across the empty space. Every heart stopped beating, every breath was held, and every eye was fixed immovably upon that man. Without the slightest hesitation, he went to the door on the right, and opened it. The cold doorknob felt alien in the lover's hot, sweaty hands. The princess began to back away for she thought the ferocious tiger would come out, and it was at that moment that from out of the darkness appeared two fierce blue eyes. The eyes could belong to either the lovely lady, or the ferocious feline. Then slowly and seductively the young lady, whom the princess envied so much, walked out of the door and into the coliseum. The young man appeared happy and somewhat shocked, but in actuality he knew his princess would pick the lady. He knew that the princess would never choose such a horrible fate when she loved him so much. The people in the audience that were once at the edge of their seats were now in awe at the appearance of the gorgeous lady in the stunning wedding gown.

            The lover looked up at the princess with gratitude while the princess could only manage to return him a cold stare from a pale face. The princess could not bear to look at the joyous couple for a second longer; every second she gazed upon her lover with that lady, whom she envied most in the world, she felt a pain in her chest so great it was unbearable. Now she looked at her father with such a burning hatred, she could kill him. She scanned the audience for the gatekeeper: the man who lied to her, who betrayed her...who secretly loved her. As she scanned the audience in a vicious rage, the king looked at her with pity, disgusting, horrible, unwanted, and unnecessary pity. Why should the king sympathy her? For was it not him that put her in this position? If the king truly pitied his only daughter, why would he make such a trial happen? The princess knew her father's mercy was fake, and spiteful. She looked up at him with disgust and hissed, "I will never forgive you for what happened today." The king just bellowed a deep laugh and said, "Oh, you will get over it." And with that the princess stood up and left in pursuit of the sly gatekeeper to give him what he deserves.

            The audience was completely blown away at the beauty of the dress. It was composed of pure white silk with an intricate beading design. It was perfectly classic but yet original. Its sleeves were made up of a form fitting lace and one the sleeve ended at the shoulder, the material seamlessly changing from lace to silk. With buttons running down the back of the dress, where it was tighter towards the top accentuating her curves, the dress started to flow towards the bottom to give off the impression that the lady wearing it was floating towards the lover rather than walking. As for the lady, she was gorgeous already but with the dress she could be a deity. The wedding proceeded from then with the ringing of angelic bells. Three little girls in fluffy lavender colored dresses threw pink, white and yellow Mama Mia rose petals on the coliseum floor creating an aisle for the new couple to walk down. At the end was a minister all in black ready to wed the lover and the lady. Before the lover walked down the aisle, he looked back to get one last glimpse of the woman he truly loved after she gave him such a cold stare, and with that she was gone. He knew he would someday learn to love the lady standing beside him, which only made him feel worse. Depressed, he looked back down the aisle and began to walk along with the stranger that was now to be his wife.

            After much searching, the princess finally found the gatekeeper. She ran up to him and yelled, "How dare you lie to me?!" Then she slapped him across the face and kept yelling until she got a response. "I only lied because I thought you were going to tell him to go to the door with the lady" he said as the princess continued to yell as tears streamed down her face. "What does it matter to you?!" The gatekeeper hesitated whether to tell the princess the truth. "Answer me gatekeeper!" The gatekeeper finally said, "Because I needed to get rid of him. I thought you were going to tell him to open the door containing the lady, so I told you the opposite. Therefore when he opened the door you thought contained the lady, the tiger would come out and kill him." There was a long silence before she finally answers. She was so angry and distraught that she was almost out of breath. "It wasn't your choice to make, it was mine! How could you make a choice for me like that?" This time, without hesitation the gatekeeper said, "Because I love you." The princess impulsively responded with anger and frustration, "You were still wrong for you should know that I could never love you". And with that the princess left the gatekeeper with a sore cheek and a broken heart.

            Heartbroken and full of grief, the princess sat up in her room thinking about what happened the day of the trial. The more she thought, the worse she felt, and the worse she felt, the less she ate. Now, two months later with no letters from her lover, no food in her stomach and only depression and grief in her head, grew thoughts of suicide. Her days consisted of staring out the window of her room and thinking of that day of the trial. She was so full of self-doubt and she began to think she was a horrible person because of what she had chosen for her lover as well as what she said to the gatekeeper. She wished she could go back in time and change her decision; she wished she had pointed to the door on the left. One day she realized that no matter what happened the past could not be changed. However, revenge can be made. That same day in the late afternoon while the sun began to set, she called her servant to get her father. When her father entered, he saw the princess standing on the edge of the windowsill with the window wide open with the wind blowing through her long silken brown hair and rustling her white nightgown. She looked at him with tears in her eyes, face red from crying and said, "Father, I am in need for a hug," so the king stood up on the window sill and gave his daughter a hug. The princess then whispered in the king's ear, "I told you I'd never forgive you, and you laughed." She jumped off of the windowsill with her father in her arms. He was screeching with panic as he fell, while the princess fell peacefully and with pride. They both hit the ground simultaneously with a thunderous thud, and with that the princess got her revenge.



Monday, October 10, 2011

Edited Copy

I didn't know how to show that I deleted items, so instead I will say where I deleted it. I deleted about three sentences in paragraph one, one sentence in paragraph three, and two sentences in paragraph four.


“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.”
~Mark Twain

            Life is full of trials and tribulations that test the endurance and patience of people. Those who can face extreme tests with courage will prevail in whatever trials they may face. There is nothing they cannot conquer. Mark Twain once said, “Courage is the resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not the absence of fear.” Here Twain is able to objectify fear. If a person is able to identify to their fear and resist the temptation to succumb to it, they will truly be a courageous person. This is what Katniss Everdeen from The Hunger Games and Chloe Saunders from The Awakening are able to do throughout their journey.
            Courage is something a person must have to face their worst fear. For Katniss Everdeen, hunger was her greatest fear. People constantly die of lack of food in her world where people are forbidden to hunt inside or outside their territory. Her district is one that relies heavily of the production of coal, but if the Capitol refuses access to it then the people will starve. This is the unjust world that Katniss must face. Since her father was “blown to bits in a mine explosion,” her family also had no income. Her mother fell ill because of mourning making Katniss the head of the family. Despite the fear of getting caught she musters all of her courage and goes into the forest to hunt as her father once did. Suzanne Collins creates a world in which the reader can get delve into. In her text, she incorporates fire as a symbol of courage through Katniss. For example, Katniss wears a cape of fire as well as lives in a town full of coal. Collins solely concentrates on Katniss’ development as a valiant hero full of fiery courage. 
            Courage is being able confront the unknown within oneself. For Chloe Saunder’s in The Awakening, she must face the supernatural powers within herself. Once she hits puberty, she begins to see strange people that others cannot see. Little does she know, she is a necromancer. She is soon discovered and is sent to a house called Lyle House. Here she is committed as a schizophrenic. Yet all does not seem right at the Lyle house, the people seem normal. She soon finds out she is in a halfway house for Supernaturals, where if you do not get better, you do not get out. She and her friends muster the courage to run away from the Lyle House. It is here that their friendship deepens. This depicted when Simon shows concern for Chloe, but Tori intervenes and says,
“No, I kidnapped her and forced her to escape with me. I’ve been using her as a human shield against those guys with guns, and I was just about to strangle her and leave her body here to throw them off my trail. But then you showed up and foiled my evil plans. Lucky for you, though. You get to rescue poor little Chloe again and win her undying gratitude.”
Tori shows that regardless of all the evil around them, they can still find the time to be kids and fool around a little. Kelley Armstrong depicts the inner struggle within all of the characters as they grow up in an intolerant world allowing us to feel their fear and their happiness once they acquire their freedom.
            Kelley Armstrong and Suzanne Collins both are able to depict the necessity of courage within their text. By nature, evil is intimidating. It is able to inspire fear with half a glance. Both Armstrong and Collins have realized this and have depicted evil in many different ways inside their texts. Yet there cannot be evil without some good in the world to show its contrast. Good harbors strength in knowing it is the right thing to do, which is depicted as a characters inner strength. Without the inner strength of all the characters, their world would have been annihilated, symbols would have meant nothing, many lives would have been lost and the story would not have been as relatable. It is also relatable, because of both the presence of good and evil, which allows the reader is able to see how the setting, plot and characters all depict the greater ideal of courage. In essence courage is resisting fear that evil creates.
            Courage is not something easily acquired. It something one must continually work at. New fears arise everyday in life just as old fears can be lost as easily. It all depends on the strength of the character. Both Chloe and Katniss have proven themselves to be strong resilient women that have shown great amounts of courage in life threatening situations. We can all learn a lesson from characters in these books; we must never give up on ourselves or we will be letting fear win.

           


Monday, October 3, 2011

“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.” ~Critical Lens Essay


“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.”
~Mark Twain
          
           Life is full of trials and tribulations that test the endurance and patience of people. Those who can face extreme tests with courage will prevail in whatever trials they may face. There is nothing they cannot conquer. Yet courage is not a trait one must be born with. It is a trait one may acquire. Mark Twain once said, “Courage is the resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not the absence of fear.” Here Twain is able to objectify fear. It is okay to acknowledge it exists as long as it does not rule a person’s life. If a person is able to identify to their fear and resist the temptation to succumb to it, they will truly be a courageous person. This is what Katniss Everdeen from The Hunger Games and Chloe Saunders from The Awakening are able to do throughout their journey. Even though they must go through countless obstacles they are able to succeed in gaining freedom. Thus showing that although a situation may seem bleak, good will prevail over evil as long as one has courage and a positive outlook to face the situation.
            Courage is something a person must have to face their worst fear. For Katniss Everdeen, hunger was her greatest fear. People constantly die of lack of food in her world where people are forbidden to hunt inside or outside their territory. Her district is one that relies heavily of the production of coal, but if the Capitol refuses access to it then the people will starve. This is the unjust world that Katniss must face. Since her father was “blown to bits in a mine explosion,” her family also had no income. Her mother fell ill because of mourning making Katniss the head of the family. Despite the fear of getting caught she musters all of her courage and goes into the forest to hunt as her father once did. Suzanne Collins creates a world in which the reader can get delve into. She is able to show how Katniss is able to develop as a valiant hero who will eventually be the one who puts an end to the horrendous Hunger Games.
            Courage is being able confront the unknown within oneself. For Chloe Saunder’s in The Awakening, she must face the supernatural powers within herself. Once she hits puberty, she begins to see strange people that others cannot see. Little does she know, she is a necromancer. She is soon discovered and is sent to a house called Lyle House. Here she is committed as a schizophrenic. Yet all does not seem right at the Lyle house, the people seem normal. She soon finds out she is in a halfway house for Supernaturals, where if you do not get better, you do not get out. She and her friends muster the courage to run away from the Lyle House. It is here that their friendship deepens. This depicted when Simon shows concern for Chloe, but Tori intervenes and says,
“No, I kidnapped her and forced her to escape with me. I’ve been using her as a human shield against those guys with guns, and I was just about to strangle her and leave her body here to throw them off my trail. But then you showed up and foiled my evil plans. Lucky for you, though. You get to rescue poor little Chloe again and win her undying gratitude.”
Tori shows that regardless of all the evil around them, they can still find the time to be kids and fool around a little. Kelley Armstrong depicts the inner struggle within all of the characters as they grow up in an intolerant world allowing us to feel their fear and their happiness once they acquire their freedom.
            Kelley Armstrong and Suzanne Collins both are able to depict the necessity of courage within their text. By nature, evil is intimidating. It is able to inspire fear with half a glance. Both Armstrong and Collins have realized this and have depicted evil in many different ways inside their texts. Yet there cannot be evil without some good in the world to show its contrast. Good is hard to achieve, but is as equally as rewarding. Good harbors strength in knowing it is the right thing to do, which is depicted as a characters inner strength. Without the inner strength of all the characters, their world would have been annihilated, many lives would have been lost and the story would not have been as relatable. It is also relatable, because of both the presence of good and evil, which allows the reader is able to see how the setting, plot and characters all depict the greater ideal of courage. In essence courage is resisting fear that evil creates.
            Courage is not something easily acquired. It something one must continually work at. New fears arise everyday in life just as old fears can be lost as easily. It all depends on the strength of the character. Both Chloe and Katniss have proven themselves to be strong resilient women that have shown great amounts of courage in life threatening situations. We can all learn a lesson from characters in these books; we must never give up on ourselves or we will be letting fear win.